~geckko

Classes going great (kinda, I have a paper to write that is due tomorrow, but oh well, i'll do fine).

I fall asleep constantly in my two philosophy classes, even though they are the most intresting to me (most of the time). It's not that they are boring (as i've explained to my professors) it's that I just have a hard time getting to sleep any time earlier then, lets say, two in the morning. To head off falling asleep in my Ethics class (my last class of the day) I go and sleep on the third floor of the library the hour I have off before it.

As for life, basically nothing. Since I left highschool early, I left all my friends behind. It quickly distanced us, to say the least. I rarely see them, but when I do it's still the same old joking and screwing around.

Between racing my dog around the block at midnight over and over, playing online games like warcraft 3 (I suck horribly at that game .. ), reading my philosophy articles, writing my papers at the last second, and falling asleep on the small couch beside me here, there isn't much else.

I think my problem is communication. I just don't talk with people alot. I think that possibly (no way!) I am shy, but never realized it. I am not completely sure that is it though, since I don't get nervous when I have to go talk to people or when I goto a party. I just ask myself, "Why should I go talk to people?".

It's just self-destructive. Oh well, I know I won't fix it. Woe is me and all that good shit.